A gente aprende a se virar

Um ano tentando aprender a nadar. Tentando deixar de engolir água, tentando manter a cabeça à tona, tentando ver se algum barco se aproximava. Alguns se aproximaram. Alguns passaram. Alguns jogaram bóias com cordas cortadas. Tanto faz. Agora eu respiro debaixo d'água.

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